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wid

As you can imagine, for someone who never really saw the point in existence, death was often on my mind. I was never scared of it. It was never about hell or heaven; it was never a mysterious place to me. I was always sure it’s exactly like before I…

acceptance/acceptare

Maybe I should settle for the fact that it’s no longer a taboo subject, just a very sensitive one and not even bring it up. Not to upset anyone, not to create waves or discomfort. But the reality is that as much as we might like to turn a blind…

bid no. 2

So I had this moment with myself. This… this moment of honesty, and I’m not done with painting: with the canvas, acrylics, brushes, and knives; the charcoal all over my face; the mess; the zooming out for hours; the arrogance of not knowing what time it is or even what…

vapour/abur

I’m a claustrophobic snail. And then I’m a superhero. Omnipotent and aware. I’m an opaque window. I’m a tailless scorpion, a clawless crab. A bird without a beak. I’m a priest without faith. I’m a white raven. Sometimes I’m Gargantua, other times a dwarf among giants. I’m an ice cube.…

bid no. 1

You, keeping my picture on your profile, feels like Norma Bates decaying in her window seat. Because I’ve been away from you for so long, far too long for you to claim anything – a whole lifetime, one could say. I know your weird story, and that has always, without…

sunday/duminică

I have this feeling that everyone knows how to live a life. How to stock up on food, how to organise your time and space; always have aspirin in the house and a special place for the dish sponge. When it comes to this stuff, I feel like a child…

compass

Education is in dire need of a serious makeover. We’re still stuck in the Dark Ages, teaching our kids for a world that’s changed faster than a smartphone update. It’s like trying to fit an elephant into a pair of skinny jeans—just doesn’t work, does it? We need to break…

fck you!

to everyone who: thinks that someone else’s time is theirs to take; thinks emotional blackmail is acceptable; thinks parenthood is about control; said you made them do it; just lets things happen because it’s not their business; just assumes without asking; takes someone’s existence lightly; thinks love is possession; thinks…

Product of WAR

Product of WAR is about the concept of normalcy and its elastic and subjective nature; about the ease with which we accept forms of normalcy that are often visibly flawed, or do not fit our core values. We are raised in all sorts of wars that we adopt and allow…

analogue

have you ever thought that maybe you could’ve been set on autopilot? i mean your life; your actions, choices, all of it. have you ever thought “could this be a knee jerk, tradition based, socially desired decision i’m making here?”? what if you were to be alone in the world…

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